PREGNANT WITH BABY #4

Okay so I my period was late 2 days. I went to Walgreens after Church to get some groceries and picked up a test. I was sure I wasn't pregnant because I've been avoiding trying. I just wanted to get the thought out of my head and move on. Well the positive was as plain as day. Then I took the other one and it showed up quick. I decided a few months ago I was gonna wait till the end of the yr. Well it didn't end up that way. I actually cried when I saw that it was positive. I don't feel ready but I guess I better get ready. The good thing about it is my body is ready for it ,its just my mind that isn't. Anyways whether I'm ready or not God has given me this gift and it is a true blessing.

I haven't got sick yet but I'm sure Mr. sickness is peeking around the corner at me ready to pounce. So far the only signs I've had is missed period and exhaustion. Its funny how pregnancy can be so different from your other pregnancies. Would be nice for the sickness to not happen but that's just wishful thinking. I go to Dr. Murphy Monday for my 1st Checkup. I love him as my doctor. I have great intuition about people and its all good with him. I don't however like the lab work. I'm aware I don't have a sexual transmitted disease but I guess they don't. I just hate to take a test for something I know I don't have. I called to see if I had to have it and they said yes (whatever).

I'm hoping for a healthy, good and fit pregnancy. I workout 5-6 days a wk and I eat healthy 80% of the times. So as long as I stick to it I'll do good. Just gotta be careful when I get to the late 2nd and 3rd trimester because of my history of premature births. I have no idea why they come early. Even if I'm on bed rest they come. I just hope if this baby does come early that he or she is healthy just like my others. One thing good about being pregnant during the summer I can do water aerobics in my pool which is easy on the body.

This will be my last pregnancy. No I'm not getting fixed. I do however plan on taking that 5 yr. Birth Control. I know a girl who has that and its worked really well with her. I research it before I decide on that. Even if this next one is a boy NO MORE. I do want a girl but I've got used to having all boys that it really doesn't matter. I will be really surprised if they say ITS A GIRL!!!!!!!!Which by the way I would like to see Chris's face (priceless). Either way God will give me what he wants me to have and that's fine by me.


I really like this whole blogging thing. I could care less if people read it or not its a comfort thing for me to type things down. My sister Rosa used to do this and I never understood why but now I do. I'm looking forward to blogging about my pregnancy.